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Sunday, October 19th, 2003
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This feeling has got to stay
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Tom,
Thank you so much.
<3
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Thursday, October 16th, 2003
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| Time: | 8:11 pm. |
| Mood: |  happy. | | Music: | vendetta red, ps: love the black. |
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I have some black and white pictures I took not to long ago that are rather awesome. There yet to come. Hopefully I can get them to load to live journal. Very pretty. I honestly only really like one, to bad its in my locker. Hmm you'll just have to come see it
locker # 871...I think.
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Monday, October 6th, 2003
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You're Most Like The Season Autumn ...
You're warm, and the most approachable. You have
that gentle prescence about you. People can
relate to you, and find you easy company.
However it's likely you've been hurt in the
past and it has left you scarred so things can
become rather chilly with you at times. Being
the third Season in, you're mature, trustworthy
and loyal to your friends but prone to
depression and negative thinking.
Well done... You're the shy and sensitive season :)
?? Which Season Are You ??
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I haven't much to say.
My mind is filled with contradictions.
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Friday, October 3rd, 2003
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fuck this
fuck you
fuck everything
fuck everyone
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Sunday, September 28th, 2003
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ummm yea so...
Ha, I got my braces off fuckers, beat that!
It's finally fall!
This means:
My favorite holiday is approaching (Halloween).
I turn seventeen!!! (November Twenty First).
yay!
I'm supposed to hang with joe today,fun fun!
x/lauren
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Thursday, September 25th, 2003
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| Time: | 7:13 pm. |
| Mood: |  creative. |
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Here are some pictures I took on the 21st
My flag
my kinkiness
A dogs wet dream
Thats it for now
I'm a happy girl
<3
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Thursday, September 18th, 2003
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Sunday, September 14th, 2003
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003
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Six flags
September 21
1 & 6 p.m. - Wizard of Oz screening - Showcase Theater.
HELL FUCKING YEA!
MY DREAMS HAS COME TURE!
<333333333333333333
Now the question is....
Who wants to come with me?
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Thursday, September 11th, 2003
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my bull shit update...
I don't enjoy speaking after school everyones on my bus is so loud and rude, most of the time I sit there and just look out the window ... its nice but then I get the constant... " whats wrong lauren? " blah blah blah.
The last few days I've rode my bike around with arielle , its stellar.
Birth control makes me so hungry I hate it.
Lately I've just been in chill mode.
I dig it
x/Lauren
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Sunday, September 7th, 2003
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| Time: | 1:54 am. |
| Mood: |  angry. |
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mom,
In your sleep I will gut you like a fish and then hang you from the ceiling fan by your bloody intestines so every piece of you scatters through the whole house... simply because I hate you.
love,
your favorite fucking daughter
...DIE
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Saturday, September 6th, 2003
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YESTERDAY I LOST MY HOT PINK VICTORIA SECRETS BRA IN SCHOOL ALONG WITH A REALLY NICE BLACK SHIRT THAT HAD "NO SHOES NO SHIRT NO SERVICE" ON IT!!!!
If anyone happens to come by them or here anything about it please tell me...
:*(
thanks
x/lauren
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Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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| Subject: | : D |
| Time: | 11:26 pm. |
| Mood: |  blah. | | Music: | tonight tonight,tsp. |
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School = fun
Billy = sexy
<3
love = nothing for me
x/lauren
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003
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| Subject: | : D |
| Time: | 3:27 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. | | Music: | 1979 ,smashing pumpkins. |
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The last days of my summer have been absolutely amazing
I <3 all of you
:: muuuuuaaaawwwwwhhh::
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Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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Here’s where I give a closing to my summer
It was a long summer with lots of fun and adventure.
I really wish I got to see more of a few ppl <3 but that doesn’t mean I don't love you guys to death.
I enjoyed the late nights with Kelly, heh and the rum and I think I had the best 4th of July ever. Your my favorite, friend to get crazy with sex drugs, Lauren and Kelly!!
I made a lot of new friends<3 mike, Arielle, Kyle, Annie, jess and Christina and I had a blast with you all doing absolutely nothing, But that’s what counts not having to be doing anything but still having the best time.
Jess you weren't around a lot, it still bothers me but you were there those night where I was a crying mess. That’s what means the most to me. You never sugar coated anything and I love you for that. Words can't explain how much I love you your my other half.
Noele, I didn't see much of you either :( but I did always have you in the back of my mind. Even though I know you sometimes didn’t get me. I still love you and you mean a lot to me.
Kelly I did happen to see a lot of you... I think it has something to do with you living right around the corner from me ha ha you made my sometimes borening summer days Into the jam packed fun filled summer nights and I know every time I see a eprechaun I'll think of you. You also always made me fell hott<3. I don't know what I would do with out you telling me I'm pretty. Thanks for the boost of confidence ...I needed it.
Joe, I wish we hung out more! I missed you. The Few times I did see you though were Interesting to say the least. I’ll be seeing you in school fool.
UNDOUBTEDLY I MADE SOME MISTAKES THIS SUMMER
There not worth mentioning.
I not close with my family (mother or sister) anymore I have trouble completely trusting them. I feel bad but there’s nothing I can do to erase my past and I honestly don't want to. This is me take me as I am or leave. It’s hard to talk to them when I know they think everything I have to say is bull shit lies so I'd rather not talk at all.
Times are changing, for the better or for the worst? Who knows? But I like where I'm at now.
I love you all and I'll try to see every one of you before we have to go back to that dreaded place. If not... you know I care I’ll see you all on the 3rd
x/Lauren
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Wednesday, August 27th, 2003
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| Time: | 11:45 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. |
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I took perks, it was nice.
Tonight I had fun with sean!!
x/Lauren
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Sunday, August 24th, 2003
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What is my problem?
Its never gonna end.
Why can't anything good happen for me.
And why, when something good happens, I fuck it up?
I always fuck it up...
This was a pointless entry ignore it.
x/Lauren
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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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| Time: | 10:35 pm. |
| Mood: | cheerful. | | Music: | some song by the foo fightes is stuck in my head.. |
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I really tried to get off work to day for jons party but it just wasn't happening :*( At five I went to work and it was ok. I like everyone their I just much rather not have to work.... but I got out early!!! yay!
On break, me and mike went to subway and I got a lemonade.
I called jon to see if It was ok for me to go over after work and he told me he was gonna go to the plaza and that nonsense so I told him id call him after I got out, so I could hang out with him and joe and who ever else was there.
In subway I started violently choking on some ice that was in my lemonade . I didn't want to cough because I did want to make a scene, so I just choked for a while. I told mike this he was like " You'd rather choke and die then make a scene???"
It was funny. Work went by and at 8:45 I left,skated home and got in the shower In hopes to hang out with jon and joe.
I called around 9:30 when I was ready to go out but they were to fucked up to walk anywhere and I didn't know how to get to his house by my self, I got dressed up for nothing :(
ahh well
so now I'm here.
I HAVE TOMORROW OFF!
SOME OF YOU BASTERS BETTER CALL ME TO HANG OUT
x/lauren
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